Monday, January 12, 2004
I am having a good morning and had a great 2003 and 2004 looks good, but I am still not happy. It is hard to explain. I mean I feel good right now but I am just expecting bad things to happen. I don't know why I feel more comfortable in that feeling then happy? I don't want to want bad things to happen or enjoy it when they happen. I guess I got used to it somehow.